Monday, April 30, 2007

begin again

OK, fuck it. This is bullshit. I stayed home today and watched the SciFi channel. I have been doing this all weekend. I can't make it far enough to hope for real love or romance, or good friends. Instead invent frustrating roof parties and post-sex rejection from Albertine.
I watch television. I am lonely. I would prefer the roof time and Albertine's bull shit to another night of this.
Now I’m drunk and medicated. I am going to watch tv until I pass out. I’m going to need to start his shit over.

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